Ugggggh.......

I am just so exhausted.

I just went in the bathroom here at work & started crying. For no reason. 
I am just tired & have a headache. I work 13 hours a day most days, and go about 2 or 3 weeks without a full day off. I get maybe 5 hours a night if I am lucky. Plus, I sleep like crap. It's random, but I have trouble falling asleep without listening to 'Clair de Lune'. But my sister took my iPod to Arizona. She has been gone for 2 weeks, and doesn't get back until Sunday night. So I have to hear my hampster running in his wheel & my neighbors fighting right out my window. Plus my other sister is up until 4am most nights, watching tv. I am a werid sleeper. I need either complete silence, or my song to drown everything else out.

Or maybe I am just extra-emotional because I just started taking birth control a couple weeks ago, so my hormones are going crazy? Does that happen?

I just need a vacation. 
But I can't, because I am broke, so I need to work 70 hours a week. I can't call in sick at WorldTrans because I don't want to miss days because I am trying to get a raise. And I can't call in sick to Baja Fresh because we are so understaffed, I would feel bad making Juan (the GM) have to stay & work open - close. Though I generally work longer days...

Okay, back to work. Only 13 more hours until I get off at Baja and drive the 30 minutes home from Rancho Bernardo to Santee.